sometimes

sometimes there is absolutely no reason to be spending my time on the internet.
sometiems my body and soul are ready for a change long before my conscious mind even begins to contemplate one.
sometimes i'm in an unexplainable mood that wants to do nothing but read a silly book about high school romance, fearing lost potential, and going on an epic adventure.
sometimes i need to get out of the city. badly.
sometimes i have poetry inside me waiting to be writen.
sometimes the thing i'm most afraid of doing is exactly what i must do.
sometimes the time is ripe for whimfully buying a plane ticket to visit a far-off soul-friend.
sometimes a simple visit to the farmer's market can keep me gleeful for the rest of the day.
sometimes i need a night all to myself for painting and singing loudly to sad love songs, even when i'm desprately in love.
sometimes my visions of a better world can harness my life into a place of complete dedication and hard work.
while other times i wander completely "off track" and into a quiet space of input and solitude.
sometimes, when i'm feeling particularly wise, i realize and appreicate that there is absolutely nothing wrong with my life or me.
sometimes i make it my entire bike-ride to work without stopping. without even thinking about how badly the hills hurt. just breathing, meditating, and wishing the air weren't so polluted.
sometimes i feel lost because of my need for direction. my need for a vision. my need for creating my future. and all the uncertainty that lies therein.
sometimes i just need to keep going with my dreams.
sometimes it takes pushing through.